YOU KNOW ALL ABOUT ME!

Psalm 139

For the Pure and Shining One
King David’s poetic song
¹ Lord, you know everything there is to know about me.

My life is God’s poetry. Your life is God’s poetry. He wrote each line in His love for you and me. As I write from my perspective of Psalm 139, please hold my hand as we journey together in this amazing Love.

¹ Lord, you know everything there is to know about me. As I have written before, the life I have lived has been filled with pain, loss, trauma, and tragedy. So has my life been filled with promise, hope, and great joy. God knows everything about my story; every moment, every day, every month, every year of my life; everything. I was not alone as I so often thought. He has cared for my every breath. God kept every tear I have cried.

Psalm 56:8 You’ve kept track of all my wandering and my weeping.
You’ve stored my many tears in your bottle—not one will be lost.
For they are all recorded in your book of remembrance.

YOU KNOW ALL ABOUT ME!

Most of my life, I have struggled with unbelief. What am I saying? I believe in God and His sovereignty. But….is this really true? Do I really believe in Almighty God? Yes, I do, but tragically, I allow the wounds of my past and even present wounds to so overwhelm me that I lose sight of Him.

My unbelief is founded in “He loves everyone but must only tolerate me.” My self-pity leads to self-abandonment and hopelessness. Wednesday night, I was caught up in so much self-pity that I became irrational and continued in those thoughts by saying irrational and illogical words. Hurtful words have only one intent — to kill. I was so fortunate to have my husband, son and daughter-in-law there to bring me back from that very dark place. Thank you God for Your Love!

What ever took me so quickly to such darkness? FEAR! Fear caught me in it’s net. I took the bate. In other words, I believed a lie and then acted on it.

2020 is a FEAR-filled year. History will define 2020 as the worst year in world history…the beginning of the end. OR will history define 2020 as the year where a worldwide collective spirit of empowerment changed things? Will it be FEAR that killed world’s societies OR will it be God’s Love birthed through hopelessness and despair that saved mankind? History will then write: 2020 became the catalyst for mankind to run to the Loving Arms of Almighty God.

Today’s scripture says the latter.

Meditate on what I have written. Meditate on those thoughts you had while reading todays blog post.

I bless you. I thank you for joining me in discovery and truth.

Hugs always,

Suzanne