Let It Be Done Unto Me According To Your Word!

Good Wednesday evening, October 10, 2018 @ 21:03:54 MT. I am in the chamber and it is inflating. I have so much on my mind. Let’s see where this goes tonight.

The two zippers are completely closed and the three buckles are secure. I am comfortably seated in my zero gravity chair. I will be elevating my foot soon since it still throbs from the healing it is still attending to. My two suture lines are pretty much complete. D and I have begun putting antibiotic ointment on the them to help with the tenderness in a few areas of the suture lines. I will begin using Vitamin E oil on it in a week also.

My ears took a while to pop and I am not fully at 1.3 ATA. I will begin the oxygen shortly. I am continuing to use the mask. My nose doesn’t get as dry using it. I also realize the deeper breaths that I take when I use the mask. I stood up in the chamber two nights ago. I realized that I can stand upright when the chamber is fully inflated. We are using the large ice pack to cool the air coming into the chamber now. It is not as cool as I would like it but it is a bit comfortable. My air pressure gauge is right where it needs to be. The valve at the top of the chamber is steadily releasing pressure to maintain the 1.3 ATA. All is good.

Let It Be Done Unto Me According To Your Word! is my theme today. My Mom wrote in my baby book that I was named Suzanne Marie after Mary the young mother of Jesus/Yeshua and Mary’s mother Anne. Thank you Mom. I love my name. I am not fond of Sue or Susan as nicknames. I prefer being addressed as Suzanne or Suz. My Dad used to call me Marie, especially when he was upset. I have not allowed anyone to call me Marie. I’m not Marie as much as I am Suzanne or Suz. BUT the words spoken by Mary the mother of Jesus/Yeshua were “Let it be done unto me according to your word.” when she was told that she would conceive by the Holy Spirit/Ruach ha-Kodesh, the only son of God/Adonai and that he would be called Ben-Elohim/the Son of God. I have loved Yeshua/Jesus all of my life. I was born for this. I was born to love my God all the days of my life!

Let It Be Done Unto Me According To Your Word sure comes with an assignment! I have generally spoken of the terribles I have lived since birth and here I am in this mHBOT chamber as a result of a life lived in pain and loss and so many struggles but I continue to believe that everything, every season, every moment, every event, had holy purpose. Today I got really angry. I got caught up in the current political climate here in the United States of America.

I am a Conservative Christian. I vote Conservative Republican and I choose to live Constitutionally. I believe that our founding fathers relied on God when they wrote our Constitution. I admit that none; not one of us, are perfect or upright or forthright in ourselves but I will continue to support any man or woman in authority who has chosen to lead us in godly principles and practices.  I will always choose to live according to the Holy Bible, The Ten Commandments and every word spoken by Jesus/Yeshua my Messiah. I believe that we are created with God-given talents that we are to use and not squander. I will not compromise or jeopardize my life or the lives of others for my personal gain or fame. I will live each day under the guidance and direction of my God.

God chose me to live here, in this time, in this house, even daily for one hour in this chamber for purposes that are divine. How do I live today without responding to the anger I feel at the injustices and incivility I see and hear about? How do I respond to the words I hear confirming this anger I feel inside? Paul wrote in Ephesians 4:26 “In your anger, do not sin.” I will trust Paul’s words and through prayer and fasting and meditating that I can enjoy today and peacefully lay down to sleep tonight. I have asked God all day long what it is that HE wants me to do and be in this critical time in American history. I do not know. I want to know. Please let me know, God. I am listening.

What I do know is that He has given me the opportunity to receive these treatments that will  stop/turn around the downward spiral of brain disability, deterioration and the ultimate end of premature death. HE lead me to daily do my mHBOT treatment and also to soon have the autogenous stem cell and protein rich plasma treatments. O LORD, help D and I emotionally, physically, relationally and financially as we trust You to be with us all along the way. Let It Be Done To Me According To Your Word O LORD!

My dive is over and the chamber is successfully deflating. I thank my precious husband for being the best caregiver ever. Thank you LORD for giving him the patience to walk this road with me. I am blessed.

Hugs,

Suz